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Chapter 17 - OTHERWISE GOOD.

Andrew did not let Emily see the reply.

He put the phone facedown and asked whether she wanted pasta or eggs. She chose eggs, then pasta, then asked if pasta could have eggs. They made a meal from what was in the refrigerator and agreed not to give it an official name.

After she went to bed, he returned to the message.

Otherwise good marriage.

There had been no marriage. The guest had skipped that fact as easily as the locked room. Andrew knew the sender only through Vanessa, a man who had shaken his hand twice and congratulated him on finding someone so generous. He had no wish to make him a villain. He also had no obligation to let him define the stakes.

He typed one reply.

There was no marriage. I ended the engagement. Emily is not responsible for that decision. Please do not contact her or make her the subject of further discussion.

He didn't attach photographs, accounts, or the meeting notes. The man had not earned access to Emily's experience by being dismissive about it.

The response arrived within a minute: I was only trying to help.

Andrew left it unanswered.

At work the next day, Daniel asked whether he had received anything unpleasant. Andrew said yes. Daniel offered to tell people what really happened.

“Tell people only what you know firsthand,” Andrew said. “And don't make this a campaign.”

Daniel nodded. “Understood.”

“I mean it. Emily doesn't need a hundred people defending her by repeating the details.”

“Right.”

They ate lunch together for the first time since the wedding. It was not comfortable. Daniel talked too much about a harmless work problem, then stopped and apologized for talking too much. Andrew told him the work problem was a relief.

“Then you're in luck,” Daniel said. “It's exceptionally boring.”

Andrew laughed despite himself.

The friendship did not reset. But they managed twenty minutes without either pretending nothing had happened or forcing the whole meal to be about it.

That afternoon the apartment manager called. Andrew had given notice before moving toward Vanessa's house. Another applicant had expressed interest, but the manager could renew his lease if he confirmed by Friday.

The new rate was higher.

Andrew wrote down the number. It wasn't ruinous. Combined with wedding expenses and the interrupted move, it would mean changing plans he had already allowed himself to enjoy. A holiday trip. A replacement car. The ease of having someone else cover the larger share.

He asked for the renewal terms in writing and went through his budget that night.

Emily came out of her room for an eraser and found him with the calculator.

“Are we moving again?”

“I'm working out whether we can stay here.”

Her face closed.

“Not tonight,” he added quickly. “Nothing is happening without us talking.”

“You said the other house was better.”

He set down the calculator.

“It was bigger. I said better because I thought those were the same for us.”

“My room here gets the tree shadow.”

He looked toward her doorway. In the afternoons, branches from the courtyard tree made moving shapes across the wall. He had never included that in a comparison of square footage.

“That's a good thing about this room.”

“And I know where everything is.”

“Also good.”

She took the eraser and returned to her homework. He didn't tell her the exact rent or ask her to choose between stability and his bank balance. Her preferences mattered. The bill remained his job.

He found expenses he could reduce, delayed the car replacement, and called the manager the following morning. They would stay.

Before confirming, he walked the apartment once with a tape measure. A narrow shelf could replace the stack of kitchen boxes. The desk would fit better if he turned it toward the window. There was room for what they actually used, provided he stopped comparing every corner with Vanessa's house.

He wrote a shopping list, then crossed out most of it. They could move the shelf they already owned. The desk could wait until Saturday. He wasn't going to spend money recreating an expensive idea of comfort because the old place had begun to feel like a verdict on his choices.

At the hardware store, he bought only the screws needed for the shelf and a small pack of wall hooks. The clerk asked whether he needed a drill. He owned one, he remembered, in a box still marked kitchen. He laughed at himself and corrected that label when he got home.

When he told Emily, she nodded as if she had expected the news. Then she went into her room and unpacked the box of wall decorations she had left sealed for days.

He heard tape tearing and stayed in the kitchen until she called for help reaching a hook.

On Thursday, Vanessa emailed a revised invoice. The reputation-management charge was gone, but she had added moving assistance and household disruption. Some amounts referred to services she had actually paid for. Others were estimates with no supporting bills.

Andrew marked the agreed expenses and sent questions about the rest. He also asked whether she wanted the unworn clothes returned or left available for Emily to choose later.

Vanessa replied that the clothes had been gifts. Of course Emily could keep them.

He thanked her. He would not reject a reasonable answer because other answers had been cruel.

Then she added: I hope someday she understands how much I tried to give her.

He didn't forward that part to Emily.

The next day, he took his daughter to buy replacement sneakers. He gave her a budget before they entered the store, so she wouldn't have to guess from his face. She chose a pair with bright green laces and tested them by hopping twice beside the bench.

“Do these look okay?”

“Do they feel okay?”

“Yes.”

“Then I think we're doing well.”

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At the register, his phone vibrated with a message from Claire.

Rosa's next two shifts have disappeared from the schedule. She's asking for the written reason this time.

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